I feel better knowing this is finally really in the works. And honestly if this works out it is what I would have chosen; I like this dr and I want to be on the mood disorder unit so I'm less stressed than I would be. I asked a friend to pray that I could have a day off from slamming from one mood to another and I got that break and so I feel a lot better.

I hate when I take meds and wait to fall asleep and my thoughts go crazy. Sorry you've got that. I tend to get all freaked out about stupid things and do things like pay bills at 3 AM just because. Last year I was upset b/c I had to retire part of my OT credentials and I finally did that a 3 AM because I couldn't sleep dreading it and all those evil racing thoughts weren't helping.