Yeah, I've been to a psychologist once. It's probably not the same. I hope it's not the same as a therapist.

I just have so many questions going around in my head right now. For example...should I spill the beans with the one I'm cheating with....just end it right now? If so why has it become so hard for me to end it? I mean this is the internet, there should be no reason for me to get hung up over a woman whom I never met, should there?

And yeah I am stuggling with this. I mean this is hard. People talk about counselling those who have been cheated on, and not those who are the cheaters. Well, I guess cheaters don't need counselling, we need therapy.