Hey cash!
I'm advice less, other than I'm happy you were able to sleep and hope you feel better.
And this is going to sound weird, but at least you're thinking about suicide and not following through. When I OD'd I wasn't conciously thinking about suicide at all. The times I actually thought about it I didn't follow through because I was too busy thinking about it and all the different scenarios that made it a bad idea. When I wasn't thinking about it it was just this impulsive thing that I did.
Oh, and I'm pretty much always around. Lol!
Hugs.
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