i will miss you if you go disparrisant. but i wish you the best if you do. and if that is what is right for you you need to do what you need. you have helped me many times on here and i thank you for that

doing ok today. couldn't sleep last night. started a diary. went through some stuff this morning that helped me to clear my head. feel like a fresh start for myself. i don't want to go into more detail because that would be getting into the ocd side of things for me. but it felt refreshing to put stuff in the food pantry bin at daughter's preschool at the church because i am closing that door on that part of my life now. i am taking a step back. refreshing myself. starting again.
feels like i do this about once a year though. i really hope this time i settle down for good.

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