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Old Jan 20, 2016, 04:27 PM
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Do you consider yourself to be a masochist?
Generally, no. In these moments, I consider myself weak, whiny, needy, despicable, pathetic, undeserving of respect, and kind of a failure. I complain and feel awful when I have no business ever feeling bad about anything. Not when there are people who go through much worse. I've never been abused, just a bit psychologically neglected, which makes me literally a joke.

I could repost what was going to be the OP. Basically a conversation elsewhere about something brought my attention back to these aspects of myself. Though really, I've felt this way for a while, this guilt.