I know that feeling very well. Someone once told me that when he was single after a divorce, he noticed that out there were all just couples - hand and hand in love. When he had someone after the divorce, then he didn't notice it that much. With me, there had been occasions when I would go to the pool area at where I live, that I would have the hot tub just by myself. And then just out of the blue, a young couple would come in. Or other times there would be a couple already in there. Most times when I go to the pool area, I am alone, but if not alone, then it's a couple. That's all it is! Which is one good reason why I want to move out of where I live.

I feel destined to be alone for the rest of my life, too. I never got married, though I came close a couple of times. It's been a very long time since there was something exciting happening. I'm sorry if I'm not encouraging; but on the other hand, at my age, I feel like I don't care about not having love in my life anymore. Though having a good friend would help.