That's a big part of why I stopped too! When I'm not dysphoric I'm convinced of my wellness & that I have over exaggerated how I felt & was never unwell. That I experimented with meds prematurely & had side effects that made me think I was ill. When I'm dysphoric I'm like "how could you possibly think your not mad?"

However all dr's & mental health professionals I've seen have all been fairly adamant that I need medication first then the psychotherapy will work. I'm still on the fence.