I am really sick of lying. The thing is, is that I'm lying about my life being worst than it is. It's always to do with lies about my work. I work from home (which is rare where I live). I own a business and can work and drop and pick up my daughter. I think people wonder how I can have money when it appears I don't work, because I'm at home all day. I work mornings and late into the evening, really hard.
But it happened again today and I can't control it. Somebody asks me what I do and I lied. I said I just work part time in a office. Then they said were abouts, I said just on the high street. 100% lie and I immediately felt that they knew it to. Why can't I just tell the truth on this one.
What am I hiding? And I work SO hard! To tell people "oh, just part time work". It's madness. I just need help realizing why I can't control this.
Thanks
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