Thanks all...
I was working at my dads business since I was like 17...
I didn't know better at the time, was working at local grocery so I thought Wow! This is a great opportunity!
Fast forward.. I think lots of pressure, guilt, lack of leadership or guidance... Led to stress in my life. Then the biz went south, I was married at the time and my Ex and I went into biz. (Ouch!) that was toxic as was the RL.
Then I was divorced, got a new job outside my family yay! However they were also a small family co. Eek. I was not happy and would tell my dad how unhappy and abysibe they were (bosses wife was very manipulative, threw a pen at me!)
So, I quit and my dad offered job here until I found something else...
Well, things were booming and able to keep me on for few years.
Now, I'm torn bc of flexibility but at the sake of my sanity.
I think I know what I need to do, I'm just scared of the change.
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Dx:
BP 2 &/or BPD
Rx:
Lamictal 100mg
“There are no mistakes. The events we bring upon ourselves, no matter how unpleasant, are necessary in order to learn what we need to learn; whatever steps we take, they're necessary to reach the places we've chosen to go.”
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