(((snow and hey joe and Soid)))))))
The meeting is at 9 am monday. No time to find out, I can try to get in ahead and speak to the T.
This meeting I have a feeling is to discuss her feelings on me.
She has filled out papers for housing so she can move out. Which would be best.
But I think and I maybe wrong is for her to express what she thinks of me.
Which I know is not good. I am really hurt on what she thinks. As I have only tryed my best to help her. At times I have been upset. And she knew it.
I know besides the drugs there are big issues with her, As it is in writting. But dam I have supported her over a year now and moved her here, Still giving her money till hers kicks in,
My kids accepted her. Even when they did not know her.
Before this I only saw her at the funerals. Before that it was when i was 14.
The truth is I am tired of carrying the weight.
The truth is I am mad, she did not help me.
The truth is I feel used.
How can I say that.
I can't, it took me all day to write it.
The truth is I am scared...............