I was reading something recently and it said that people who were abused as children all get that it is not a child's fault but still believe that they are the one exception to that rule. I know I struggle with it too. There had to be a reason i was beaten and assaulted before I was two years old. I am working on believing that I was an innocent who didn't deserve it in any way. There is nothing wrong with me that caused it to happen. I was just in the wrong place at the wrong time. It was the fault of the adults.