I did not take Adderall but I did take Vyvanse. I do not have ADD, just Bipolar. My pdoc prescribed it when I couldn't get off of the couch so I could properly care for my toddler and well, function. It did give me energy but did not help with the depression and did not cause mania. However, when I became manic while taking it, I still took it to keep me high and I think I knew what it was doing. I did, however, tell my pdoc who had me stop taking it. I still have about half a bottle full but I am avoiding it.
I, like, Ocean Swimmer was on both uppers and downers which made absolutely no sense and there was no way of knowing what drug was doing what.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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