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As a mother that lost her handicap daughter at the young tender age of ten years old..... let me say that you will never totally get over the loss of a child, but you will be able to laugh and live again as you heal from within... as you realize that his death was not about a lack of love for any one or lack of consideration for his son, but rather more to do with the inner emotional hell he was living in.
Might I suggest this book for YOU? - "Feelings Buried Alive Never Die"
PC LINK: http://psychcentral.com/reviews/showcat.php/cat/5
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