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Old Jan 21, 2016, 10:36 PM
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Originally Posted by wildflowerchild25 View Post
I used to. Until I had a psychotic break I thought I was just being dramatic. Now even with the absence of psychosis and mania I still have depression that comes and goes. Every time I think I might not have it I just remember being trapped in the bathroom at group because I thought the other members were reading my mind. Then I remember it's very real.

See I have even tried explaining my psychotic break away. It was a bad one but I have still told myself it was stress overload and my brain blew up lol
But I did find a journal thy gavve us at the hospital from about a year ago. My scrawling manic notes reminded me it wasn't a dream. Sometimes it just seems like when an episode is over and I don't feel that way anymore , its like it never happened
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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