I've been on adderall for 3 years now and I can't stop taking it.
I'm Addicted too it. Even worse it has made my life completely horrible. As soon as I started the adderall I noticed me picking my scalp obsessively. I didn't care, I kept taking the adderall and getting my script filled. I've tried to take
Time off of adderall to let my scalp heal but it has turned into such a bad habit that even off of the adderall I can't stop picking my scalp. It's hurts to shower and brush my hair. My scalp is filled
With scabs that I constantly pick at until they bleed. I've lost so much hair from it. I have bald spots that are raw and bloody all over my scalp from obsessively picking at my scalp for hours. It's so ****ing dibilitating it makes me soo angry. It's also embarrassing and humiliating because everyone notices it. I've told my pdoc and he brushes it off as if it's not big deal. And then I brush it off because I don't want him to stop prescribing me adderall. I've tried taking NAC and ionosital supplements which are suppose to help with OCD tendacies. I've tried fake fingernails, wearing a hat, wearing gloves, using other things to distract myself... NOTHING HELPSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!! It doesn't event itch and I find a way to get my hands up on my scalp and scratch scratch scratch until I bleed and am in so much pain!! Why the hell cant I stop???? Someone help me!!