Something really big just happened. Nothing actually happened, but something huge changed in what this is for me and my life. There is a girl that I like, but she wasn't born a girl. I literally can say that I have never felt the same about anyone I have ever known before in my life. We don't live near each other, but we talk all the time. I really enjoy talking with her, and I think she probably has had somewhat of an idea of how I feel about her. Now, for some reason, I just came to really see it for what it is, a completely normal thing. Whatever happens here will be the answer. Yeah, I'm sure that everyone might be a little taken back. That's understandable. However, if they freak out at the idea of me talking to her, take away my phone, keep me from using the computer, or start raging........ they'll be getting a note on the kitchen counter saying I left the house and they'll never see me again........ and they won't. Hopefully, that doesn't happen, and yeah I can understand they'd be kind of taken aback at the whole thing at least right now. I'm just saying if they decide that it's time to flip, it's time for me to split.