I just wanted to write this and I guess just give a big hug to everyone that is struggling with depression right now, or has in the past.
Mine has been the worst its ever been this month, so much that I think I never fully understood it all until now.

Though I am not the most upbeat person and still question my own ability to get through this, I just want to hug everyone and say that I am thinking about every single one of you and wishing you the best