Has anyone ever just been sitting in a room and realize reality. I was sitting in my daughters room looking around and thinking. Why am I so damn emotional and worried about stupid small stuff. Look around at what I have. A husband a beautiful child a roof over my head, very supportive friends and family (At least most)Lots of great stuff. So what if my house is not perfectly organized. So what if I make mistakes. I am not perfect but I am a good caring friend, wife, mother, daughter, sister...... What really matters in this world. Not the dishes sitting in the sink or the laundry piled up or the scars on my arm. If I died tomarrow what would I have accomplished? Forget all of this mysery and pain. I have so much and I just push or throw it away. I need to change my perception of life.