oh hon I am so sorry. I couldn't put my animals down either due to this cause. however you know from your classes we can't promise these kids they will be with us forever. I feel so bad for those kids. they go thru so much in their short little lives. (((hugs))) I do wish you all the best. my dh and I have decided not to go thru with the foster/adopt thing. I don't think I could handle it. good luck hon.