i know my ocd stuff is a distraction from my depression so i don't know if i want to give into my obsessions because it is too much effort to break the new habits, or just give into being depressed because the new habits take too much energy. and if this obsession ends what will replace it? if i stop chopping all my hair off what will i do instead? what will i do to amuse myself? lol. after cleansing the bathroom of all scissors and shaving products i found myself looking at a free manicure kit somewhere in the closet thinking, well, these scissors would work. maybe i should just give into it. feels too hard to change. and if my hair gets long again what then i will probably not like it then either. it's like a vicious cycle of chasing my tail. been doing a lot of arts and crafts with the kids there is glitter all over my house love it. and yesterday brushed both the cat and dog and gave them some tlc. anything to get my brain off itself.
disparaissant very glad to hear you'll be around here

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