Got my money backdated thanks to a helpful neighbour who works there. From 10 weeks of having zero money to temporarily rich (it feels). It's nice to have one thing fixed. At least I can pay off the debts I've run up to family members during my adolescent "this is the end" phase.

Still lonely as hell and far too insecure to reach out to anyone but at least something material is "fixed" and I've got some time to myself next week - which is a contradiction, to be lonely and looking forward to some alone time, but I live a very weird life.

My body is pretty much adjusted to the meds now so no sickness recently. Appetite returning slightly. Much better than yesterday although there's a long way to go.