i think so, like i do that it gets better for a couple days, but its like, and i watched porn prob twice a day for awhile, striaght porn, that like the vagina suddenly looks so strange and like foreign to me, its like it doesnt attract me recently all of a sudden even though i know the feeling underneath, but for YEARS i had attraction to it so like i mean i think i would have known before then if there was something up. Could i just sexually need a break, like i have moments of attraction to women but then i think about it and it all of a sudden looks so strange to me.

im absolutely scared as all hell, but i think this might just be mental. I dont know. ive started asking questions like, why am i attracted to women, etc. that might be the HOCD or whatever its called.

i thank everyone for theyre help especially you RHAPSODY . everytime i read these things it helps me.


Please help! ASAP!