I hear you. I feel like I'm a real drag to be around because I'm down in the dumps.

I don't see a therapist but I probably should. I just don't know where to start and I'm scared to unlock that door.

Holidays always get me down too. Since I don't really have any close family, I find the holidays to be the biggest reminder of this fact. It's like a slap in the face with depression.

I had one heck of a childhood too, I'm not even opening that can of worms. However with PTSD, it kind of opens itself at the most inopportune times right?

Don't know much about ADD. Unfortunately I think mine is the opposite. I pay too much darn attention. To every little ugly detail...

That's probably why I hate my job so much. The details of this company are mired in lies, facades, and terrible policies. Call center insurance jobs, never ever get one. Seriously.

And I lost all my family heirlooms and my own jewelry when my ex sold all my stuff after I came back to Texas to visit my grandma. Yeah, he sold all my stuff and told me if I tried to move back there, he'd shut the door in my face. Fun times.

However, we're both still alive. Holidays are, for the most part, over. Those people we lost, they'd want better for us right? So I'm gonna give you a huge virtual hug and tell you welcome. Please post again sometime! =D

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