I am feeling better, thank you....I've accepted that I'm hitting a place in life where I'm starting to feel grief from the death of my mom way back in 99. I haven't had the proper greiving stage....I started drinking not long after she died and numbed out most feelings....and now being sober just over 2 years, the feelings are starting to come up, and the anniversary of her death is next month on the 15th. My boyfriend is looking into getting me some grief counseling, something I never had.

So for the most part, I'm feeling better, but there's this underlying sadness. It'll get better, just not right away.