It took a terrible toll on my mental and physical health.....I was blind sided. I didn't seem to see it coming....and at some point I went in to denial as a way of survival, I forgave things I should never have and I gave many chances to try again....I prayed and spent most of my days sick on my stomach from my nerves. The whole time this was happening to me I was also caring for my mother who suffered a brain hemorrhage. I was just married in June of 2015 and almost couldn't accept what was happening to my marriage and life. Now I have to accept that the person I vowed to stick by through better or worse I must let go of for my own self preservation. It is a moment in life I will never forget or get over for a long time.......