Just wanted to add, I'm grateful for the forums, here. I appreciate being able to talk about the tough things, mental health where i can read about others struggles and successes. I cannot talk about these things with most people in my life, and I don't want to burnout those that I can. The anonymity here is freeing. Even if I am not involved in the exchanges, I've learned so many helpful things in these forums, not the least that people can be kind and compassionate to others.

I will rally and do what I need to do. It was just helpful to express my fears out loud. Thank you