I have fifteen days sober toda, however, last night I had this dream (I don't even remember what it was about) and I woke up feeling hungover. In addition, I kinda felt like I blacked out. I dunno? All I know is drinking not going to make it better. Don't get me wrong, I'm no hero or anything. If I was, i wouldn't have done all the heinous things I have in my life, but I used to tell newcomers, "Sober, I have a chance of getting better." Now, (and I hope this doesn't discourage anyone) I've learned that there really are no gaurantees in this life. It's now, "Sober, I might get better, and drinking I am almost gauranteed of getting worst." Once again, I don't want to discourage anyone, but I no longer think that its wise for me not to show anyone weakness to anybody. I need help, too, sometimes. Rocks can break, too.