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dalila · Aug 25, 2007, 06:19 AM

<font color="green"> I just took the depression test and scored a 55. I was looking at the bar graph under my saved scores and realized that it is the end of August and I am crashing yet again. Thirty years ago on August 26th my dad died. I miss him so much even yet. although the pain is not so raw it is still pain. I am older now than he was, I know he probably would be coming to the end of his life if the cancer hadn't taken him, but we lost so many things so much time we could have had. It hurts. Yet I know I shall go to him and see him again. He will be whole and the dad I remember. But for today, I am sad.</font>