Hey look at this!!! GOOD JOB!! Very proud of you.
I know that must have been soooo hard, but you did the right thing for you. Don't call this friend, I know you can do it.
I have to say how sorry I am, I had no idea that you are 16. Not that it makes a difference. Just felt really sad for you that you are going through this at such a young age.
No, you have not failed; there is a million more things that can work, just have to find them. I think you are so amazing. You may not see this right now, but wow, you are a strong person who deserves more then feeling like crud.
So really, you don't need your false liquid friend cause you have true friends here that really care and will support you anyway we can.
Take care, keep posting. We want to know what's happening. And if you take a step back, this is okay, there will be many steps forward.
Lots of (((((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))))) (your doing great)
Justy