On Friday, I did a phone consultation with a therapist. He ran my insurance and said he'd get back to me on Monday to let me know if they will pay for it.

The problem is that I'm broke and I don't think I'll have health insurance next month.

My current T was such an important person in my life that the thought of losing him makes my heart ache. Even though he took away my discounted fees and began charging me the full fees after the termination talk incident, I still tried to find ways to scroung up the money to see him.

I have major attachment to him and also romantic feelings towards him.