15 days sober is great - you should be proud of that. Re the dream - that's all it was a dream, you can't let it derail you. The most important thing in your message, to me at least, was your statement that </font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
"Sober, I might get better, and drinking I am almost gauranteed of getting worst."
</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> That is absolutely true and you need to hold onto that, Don't be afriad of showing weakness or asking for help - that's what we're hre for. Going it alone is to me as much about pride as anything else. Letting other people help me was one of the hardest things I had to learn to do, but if I hadn't I wouldn't be here and I wouldn't be sober. Don't know if you're into AA or not but in both steps 3 and 7 it says that self reliance is one of the greatest barriers between us and a higher power. I know that that's been true for me. Let people in to help you.
Take care.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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