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He said that it hurts him to see how difficult this is for me.

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That is beautiful. It hurts me to read it because I am hurting so much right now too.

It reminded me of my last session with T when he said I should congratulate myself on showing up because a lot of people cancel the last session before vacation because they just don't want to deal with the separation.

All I want to do now is cry but I can't for some reason. Today I am split and I'm lost.


1 week 3 days till my next appointment
6 days till I can call him