What if you didn't fail at this?

You know that making this one change will be good for you. So, what if you had a degree of success at it?

I get how hard it is to care about succeeding (or failing, or anything really) when you have depression. Nobody can make you care.
But perhaps this could be an opportunity to take a small step in a positive direction. Food and cooking and cultures...it's pretty interesting and can lead your mind somewhere.