I meet with the RE Agent this morning. Our time together went very well. I feel like I want to sell my place and the Agent was very encouraging to me that I could get a buyer. But I'm afraid of renting after that; and the rents are very high. Maybe I could find a good deal somewhere, but that's very hard at where I am.

My best and only friend has been pressuring me to stay at where I am. He can't seem to come up with a very good reason why I should stay. It makes sense for me financially to stay where I am; but I feel like I can't stand my place. It's very isolating and the neighbors are not friendly. Plus I don't have much money in my savings now. Since I live in a condo, one little disaster and/or some unreasonable demand from the HOA can suddenly wipe me out financially. I've already been wiped out with the medical bills from last year.

Sometimes I feel like, hey!, it's not so bad here. I am recovering a little bit financially and it's not so noisy now. As far as the noise is concerned, it's because it's winter and not much is going on. When it gets to be April, then the noise will increase greatly and the people will start acting bad in the pool area.

I've been so depressed thinking and mulling over this. I wish that I had more than just my friend to talk over about this possible move. Sorry that this is so long.