I'd like to say I'm feeling all better now I'm alone and money troubles are eased but it would be a lie. I've spent the entire day lying around. Mood - around a bit but mostly in the gutter. I feel particularly foolish today. I have the emotional IQ of a rock I think.

I must stop writing here as I'm too honest and I need to learn to be private even at times like these when my feelings are running a bit and it's harder to filter. I'll work through a diary I think. This laptop seems secure enough.

So this has been the week (I'm guessing but it feels like that) mood diary of a depressive either in the middle of - or hopefully the end of - a low spell. Anonymity intact. Still above ground. Over and out.