*triggers*
I don't know how to do the trigger thing



My depression is getting awful again with self harm and suicidal thoughts becoming increasingly frequent.
I saw my pdoc and he is reluctant to change meds. He added vyvanse, but it requires prior authorization from insurance so could be a while.

At what point do I say this doesn't work, I need inpatient?

I haven't self harmed, yet. The suicidal thoughts Are getting more intense.
I don't know what to do anymore
I'm pushing my family away, trying even to distance myself from my two year old because I just can't deal anymore