Left to my own devices I would have just stayed in bed today. But I didn't I had things that needed to be done for my family so I have just got on and done them. But today I feel empty. Today I just want to curl up and cry. I just want bedtime to come and for today to be over, maybe tomorrow will be different, maybe tomorrow I'll know what I want out of life. Right now I don't even feel I know who I am anymore.