My insurance is Medicaid. I was considered partially disabled 6 years ago, but now they are reassessing this. And my diagnosis changed since there. I was erroneously diagnosed as schizophrenic. So I'm worried they'll take my insurance away from me. I can't afford to pay out of pocket for an insurance, with rent, student loans, and the fact I only work part time. I'd like to get a better full time job, but I don't have a resume. I have a degree but I don't remember anything about it because of my memory issues, so I don't know how to use it. There aren't many job opportunities where I live, but I don't drive right now (I'm actually being tested for epilepsy) and I don't have the financial means to move where there are jobs. Or even a car. I can't afford a car. So I'm pretty much stuck where I am and I don't know what to do about it. Working lets me pay my bills...or at least some of them, I can't even afford to pay all of them and my parents won't or can't help.

Most professional jobs require a driver's license, and I don't have one. Even if I did I have to wait until I get the epilepsy results before I can start working on getting my license. I'm phobic of driving and no therapist has even been able to help me get through it. Its very debilitating and limits me, but I mean...I drive and the slightest thing can trigger me into hysterics and I have to pull over to the side of the road and I can't drive anymore.

I really don't know what to do. I wish someone could actually help me get over that fear. And work with me. And help me build a resume. I can't afford to pay someone to make one for me.