I'm eating and still losing weight. Yesterday, I had breakfast, lunch, dinner and snacks in between. I don't know what to do. I need to gain weight and then maintain that. I see my dietician this week and am scared that I have lost yet again. I just can't afford to go back inpatient. I am very busy at work, and there are a few days a week that I don't get to take my lunch break. However I eat a big dinner when I get home around 10:30pm. I even have been eating ice cream on almost a daily basis. I don't count calories, yet I am highly aware of what I am eating and try to eat high calorie foods. I don't know what to do. I am tired of the battle and at the same time don't want to give up. I feel so stuck.