Hello (((BIIV))) I am sorry that you are struggling at this time. Have you called the therapist so that your therapist may help you at this time. You do not have to suffer alone Please call your therapist so they can help you at this time. Plese do not be sorry for needing help at this time, there is no need to be sorry. You are just not feeling well at this time. I hope your medication helped to ease the situation somwhat so you could at least sleep. Take care and stay safe (((BIIV))). Soidhonia