I found this forum while trying to figure out more about the mental issues I may have. I have had unsuccessful experiences with professional therapy. I figured I need to help myself. I have compassion for others on here and try to help if I can. I like connecting with others on here. I don't tell my stuff to people who know me in person. My family doesn't want to hear me whine and not get better anymore. I figure the people who care enough to read and comment on my posts want to, so I feel OK about posting, even though I also feel bad and embarrassed about how I sound and am so critical of myself. Getting it out feels good.