(((DUSTIN))) I agree that putting things in writing is a Great step in the right direction, now you should work on each step(one step at a time) to see how things can be better in resolving the issues that you are having with each step. Each step can take time for you to focus on something positive that you want to come out of the negative situation at this time. Each positive outlook should be something possible (financially, or age appropriate). Take care Dustin. Soidhonia