I just found out that my T has a family member who is sick and she's going to need to take some time off (exact amount is to be determined, but as of now, it's at least a month). I feel so sad knowing that she's likely hurting and scared. I love her, and I wish that my role in her life was different so that I could be there to support her. I'm also scared and sad knowing that she'll be out for awhile, because I need her too. I feel really selfish for feeling this way. We're still going to be in contact via text (I said that I don't want to bother her and she said "no! Bother me! Promise you'll bother me?"), which means a lot. We usually text at least once a day. But I won't be having a proper session for awhile. I'm afraid of what will happen if her family member doesn't have a good outcome-if he dies. What will happen to my T? Will she be different? What if she doesn't come back to work at all? (Again, I feel like a total jack*** even wondering these things). I miss her already. This is so hard.

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