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Originally Posted by divine1966
I am glad things are better at home.
Who will notice if you lied? Let's say you go work some part time job how would they know you lied in the past? There are plenty of reasons people temporary work random jobs even if they have a degree
. I understand you can't afford therapy but can you see a doctor? Even your regular doctor and tell him or her your struggles. Like no motivation. They might suggest something
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There are not many part time jobs that I could work here ...and if there are not I dont think I am willing to do them ... like I said .. I could freelance again but I have no desire or motivation to do anything
I am thinking of talking to a priest , they are supposed to be " wise "
Also a colleague had some problems when he was at sea and he resorted to religion to keep him strong so that made me curious ... how it helped him.
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Originally Posted by JustJenny
Do you think your parents (your father especially) would react badly if you told them that you lied? Can you only talk to your mother about it? I am asking this because having some moral support from one's parents can be very helpful. Right now you seem to be stuck alone with your problems and that is very difficult. What do you think your father would do if he found out you lied?
You said you went to live in another country for a little bit. Did you like living there? How did you feel about yourself there?
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They would react really bad I guess maybe kick me at the house ? which at this point I dont think its a bad idea ... maybe I need to be close to death to wake up to get that motivation or desire fulled again ..
And yes I liked living there .. but I found some petty jobs like dish washer ... or cleaning up hotel rooms .. and I found those jobs too diminishing to do them .
One job that I liked was at a hotel I was the gatekeeper and I was helping with luggage , for some reason I really liked that job even if it was diminishing also ... I think I liked it cause of the people that came to the hotel and because of my colleagues from the staff , they were really great