My psych eval said if my parents find out I cut again I'd be involuntary committed. I'm fairly certain this would be cause for involuntary commitment as well. She knows I have no desire to live but this is worse than that :/ I don't intend to act on this desire even though I want to. She doesn't know i want to cuz I'm afraid of being involuntarily committed. I'm in my senior year of high school and I've applied to college, I'd be willing if it was for summer and only the summer but I don't want to miss any school just because my therapist decided to through me in a psych ward.