If you're still reasonably healthy...and sane, I'd take a moment to consider eternity. Nothing terrifies me so much as nothingness. I know it's all so much crap sometimes but it doesn't have to be that way.
You sound very dispirited regarding work and it's lack of reward for you. I have few assets but I need very little to be happy. I was lucky enough to hook up with a woman who shared my disdain for money and position...36 years ago.
Why grow up? Remain child like in your mind. Cut your needs to the bone and forego the frills...live in your mind. Create a pleasing fantasy and...live there.
Get a pet...they can literally save you.
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Maya Angelou
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