That's how we live dealing with and ignoring THE PROBLEM.

Never look back. Stay present, grit teeth, look forward

The recent past can be embarrassing- ignore it...can't believe we did that....keep going. Shut off. Distance

Dissociate....daze.....change....wasn't me

Inner conflict, twisted, disgust, vexing, bury it... Seperate.... Ignore it

New page, start over, run

Pissed at self. Swear again never. Deal.

Fail. Embarrassed. Dissociate to deal. Next please.