I do hope that with some really good rest, you will be able to clear your thoughts.

Sounds like your gut feelings are the love for your dogs & that you want them. You don't want to kill them because you even agree with your husband that you don't want to do that. The important thing is to listen to your gut feelings & your husband. He is not emotionally involved in the situation & he can see the forest for the trees. You need to listen to him right now.....or you might just make a very wrong decision that you will regret for the rest of your life.

Be careful......I;m praying that you will make correct decisions for ALL involved.
Debbie