I feel like at this point,I don't even want to try to work on my marriage. Though I'm well educated,I left my good job to be with the kids.I understand the stupidity of that move now.I should've held on to my job .Now it may take a while to find a job and it makes me very nervous.I feel like I wasted my education. I wish I could work up the courage to see the reality,take the losses and move on. As my therapist suggests,I'll give myself sometime to have some mental clarity as to what to do.
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