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Old Jan 25, 2016, 11:36 PM
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I have conversations with myself constantly both inside and out loud. I am generally unaware of it until either someone comments on it or something snaps me out of the fog and I realize I am rambling to the wall (uncontrollablely can't even stop when called out fully aware and sickof it and emarrasesd), going rouND in circles in my head, out loud ,or just moving lips ( generally either on repeat going over previous conversations or asking multiple opinions from my mind mates re: best future Congo strageys), another common one is arguing with myselves almost always outloud ( define back and forth different affect in speech ranging from angrily clashing to idiotic sibling type your stupid no your stupid using interjected by 3rd peace keeper, and the weirdest is coming to realizing I'm jumping dancing run a room conversing in rhyme or singing little disagreementa that evolve into sillyness. Mind you when they start I'm am generally unaware and or I can't stop them until I either just get angry and yell SHUT UP still only sometimes works or the conversation concludes on its own! This is not fantasy or role play! Not for me! It is annoying, disturbing, embarrassing, and socially ostracizing! I REALLY CAN'T STAND MYSELF!!
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